If this were the last time I’m speaking to you for the longest foreseeable future, I would that thank you for walking with me, for being a part of my life, for being the cornerstone of the my growth journey. You were like angle being sent to me by God. Our frames are grainy and imperfect but I always find peace and love every time I look at them.
March 31 2024 – Easter Day
I walked a long walk from downtown Palo Alto, along Palm Ave, toward Stanford University. Many moments flashed back in my mind. I’m shrouded with tears, and unsaid sadness. I recalled our early days and trips together and our last trips together to Merida, Yucatan Mexico.
God’s Love is in the air.
If this were the last time I’m speaking to you for the longest foreseeable future, I will say to you that you deserve to be happy, you deserve to feel loved and being in love. I will tell you that I won’t hold any grudge against you. By contrast, I hold you close in my heart because our time together was among the best time of my life. During that time, I learned, I came to God, I learned how to love, what love is, what it means by sacrifice, perhaps, what it means by agape. I will tell you that ….
As I walked along Palm Ave, I thought about what I would do next. I thought about going to Table Mountain, Riverside, the Mountain Terrace, perhaps Seattle, Bellevue again. However, this time, I would bring our photos and I would place them there, perhaps hanging them up in a tree. Why? Because we were there, and I want to instill the place with happiness. Forever, frozen in time.
As it was the Holy Spirit talking to me? I thought of become a Deacon.
I love you but I have to let you go?
For your trip to Vietnam
- Remember to enjoy yourself and your boundaries.
- You deserve to be happy and to be at peace.
These are the early film frames, August/Sept 2023 in Mendocino. Grainy, imperfect, but I’ve always loved these.
